
Proudly showing off his orientation projects from his pre-school orientation

The 1st day of Pre-school is here.
He goes 3 days a week for 2 hours. I was able to coax him into this whole pre-school idea with the promise of many project and activities to follow. I hoped the teacher also had this in mind because this is what really gets his attention. Today on the 3rd day of pre-school the first thing he said to me as I welcomed him to the car is, in a disappointed tone, "no project today, nothing to show you, no activities..."Oh really, I ask ,what did you do? "Sang songs, played games and stuff...oh and I got a sticker for this..." He showed me his paper of tracing the dotted lines. Cant blame him I always loved the art projects the best too.
The pictures below are from his first day.
Oh the day has come when I must say good by to my boy...I love his smile such a big little guy.



This is such a great picture, I wish I would have taken the shot bebore I asked them to smile. You should have seen thier little worried faces in this fisrt day of pre-school too cute! As you can see some little ones did not comply to my request to smile. Adorable I wish I could see what they were thinking like the little bubles in cartoons.

How I spent the weeks, no years dreading this first parting from my boy...It came with such a momentous dread. I think I can blame some of this on the fact that he is my only one. I was afraid not only of how he would deal with the separation but how I would handle it.
As you can see he did wonderful.
I also did great, on the fisrt day... Dan traveld with me and said on the way back from dropping Benji off. “Wow. I really thought this was going to be a serious deal for you, your not upset at all.” Nope I let all that out at orientation in the pre-school bathroom. Remember?
HA HA HA
I can look back now and laugh at the few moments I lost from the orientation day instructions because I had to hide my bawling face in the bathroom. Yes I really did. I was probably the first one and maybe only one to cry her eyes out at pre-school orientation!! But here is that catch I have a good excuse. You pretty much know when your on hormones (as I was for fertility treatment stuff) that you will be having some sort of moment. The stuff I was on was like menopause complete with hot flashes and all. I am so glad to have hidden that little break down so well. I don’t think any one saw it-or maybe I am fooling myself. Although it was quite ridiculous to have uncontrollable tears rolling down my cheeks –it was like Niagara Falls. I seriously thought I wouldn’t be able to collect Benji and leave. As it was all other parents and children where gone by the time I got it under control. I chuckle at the experience what a silly memory, one for the books.